Jun Han

The Heartbroken

2011-07-19T19:32:00.002+08:00

Life is never an easy path to go through. People walk the way they like it. Walk where they like to go. But for me wherever I go, it is not to my favor.It seems that everyone want to go against me. Anyway, once I thought I was free from this life when someone lovely came into my life. Soon, I was shun away because I was not able to give her what she needs. Slowly from strangers to friends followed by relationship and back to being strangers again.

To me, I lost someone special. Someone whom I cared for. Soon, everything came tumbling down. It all went downhill. I asked her to stay but to no avail. I even begged her. But she just said that she do not have the feel. It hurts as though thousand of knifes stabbed through my heart.

Now I am a person without a soul, without a heart, without feelings except for sorrow and sadness. I cannot help it to cry whenever I see your picture. I really just cannot. I tried to hold it back but it just fall like a waterfall. I have been wishing. Wondered if my wish can come through.

Dreams can turn into reality. As for me, it was when dreams turn into a nightmare. Afraid wake up and face the world(you). I am scared that the moment I wake up darkness and sorrow fills my heart. In short, who will be bothered about your life. One by one leaving me. For those who sincerely willing to stay than stay. Do not stay, break me and say goodbye.

The Lonely Boy

The Heartbroken

2011-07-19T19:32:00.001+08:00

The Heartbroken

2011-07-19T19:32:00.000+08:00

2010-11-26T11:52:00.002+08:00

It always comes to nothing. But have to thank her for everyhting she gave me. Love you. Hope we can be like this forever. I dun wanna this to fade away. But I know that you will not be that open. so yeah miss you and love you.

2010-06-09T12:02:00.001+08:00

Will be away till aft O lvl!!!

Today I am the birthday boy

2010-05-12T21:45:00.005+08:00

I am the birthday boy today!!! Got a basketball from my friends!!! Had fun today!! Many people wished me happy birthday.
Tingxian 'tricked' me into going to tge Indoor sports hall. Dan GL they all waiting for me there to celebrate me birthday. Although no cake but we played a full court match!!! Shiok! A lot of people wished me Happy Birthday and I enjoyed it. Best birthday wish ever!! It goes to Nizam!! He said,"today is your birthday har?? @_@ HAPPY BIRTHDAYS
My birthday is comming to an end already liao so I have to enjoy it to the best i can.
Thank yo u too all the people that celebrated my birthday with me!!!!
Top 5 : Jiali, Jasmine.S , Ruixi, Ghim Choon and lastly Porky Goh Kok Hong!!

2010-04-12T16:48:00.003+08:00

Today all the lame stuff had occurred!!!

Firstly AMANDA just sang me a song which made out of a SENTENCE!!!

Secondly, my class told the teacher that there is something wrong with her powerpoint slides then she go where where where??

Lastly, Winsome!! I sent her up the bus then she sms me that she will be meeting me! Lolzzz

How?? Never mind people makes mistakes. No one is perfect so yeah!! The mistake I make cannot be corrected one so there goes!!

I have the ball in my court. Gameplay is on and this is the time I shine!!!

2010-04-08T21:38:00.005+08:00

Went to green today to play L4D2. Haha Yisheng, Eddin and Guanliang went there first because me jasper and arshad had bio remedial. Lolzzz. After that meet gl and ys at green then we started playing without ys coz he go log in into maple!!! ROFL!!~~~ We played and died!! After that jasper and arshad GTG then ys came into play. We played played and played until we got to be ninja warriors we chiong with samurai swords!!! Came to last stage then we died there coz all the "zai" zombie all come then we all died!!! Hom-ed at that and now posting!!!

2010-04-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

Now a summary of the week:

Monday
Went to school do nothing!!

Tuesday
Pe-ed had a fever after that coz went to study with guanliang and peiling. ( may be peiling too hot barh!!)

Wednesday
School-ed

Thursday
School-ed

Friday
Went to bugis with my mum to buy dired goods and went to play pool with my cousin. I damn sucky at pool. :( haiz wad to do?!

Saturday
Home all day doing hmk.

Sunday
Tuition all day

2010-03-20T13:36:00.006+08:00

Rain and Rain and Rain. My feeling and the weather is the same moody and will start to have drops of rain falling down. Rain suits me the best whenever I am in the rain no one knows that i am crying! We make a great pair. Even the weather becomes better, I will not be better. I think that it will be worse. I shall be in a coner.

Silently enduring the pain. 15time rejection

2010-03-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Nodame Cantabile the movie with Christine, Dar Dar Jasmine, Jasmine and AnQi.
The show was great. 4/5 can go and watch it. The ending was funny. Do not want to be a spoiler. Just go and watch it. I do not know when I see you, I feel extreming down. I tried to look at you but do not dare. Only an idiot do not dare to do stuff like this. I think I am one of them.

I should just ask again. 15 times of rejection

2010-03-18T10:35:00.002+08:00

I am such an idiot. Such simple thing also cannot achieve!! Even talking, I can also be at a loss of words. Why am like this? What happen? I am just a failure! So I have to correct it but I just cannot.

Sorry for everything that I have caused in you life. I will get out of it as soon as possible. Bye

2010-03-17T08:35:00.002+08:00

That feeling is back again! So what?! I cannot do anything about it,I just have to endure it silently. Nobody will know how I feel. The pain is just there! Junhan be strong and endure it. It will be over soon.

Wish everything he do, he will get the result he wanted.
Life greatest failure is not participating.

2010-03-08T18:22:00.002+08:00

I back to post again!!! Went to compass to have lunch!!! The best part!!! Joanne keep on poking me. I told her to stop but she did not want to!! She just said that I was nice to poke!!! She also included that she will poke me until I slim down and on top of that she will poke me every time she see me. Oh my god?! How am I going to survive??? I am going to Temasek Polytechnic and guess what Joanne going to be my senior again!!! She will be going to poke me until she happy. AHHHHHHH HELP ME!!! I do not believe that all the things you say is real.

I don't mind what you say I just want to tell you that all is not true

2010-03-04T17:37:00.003+08:00

For the past three days had SUPER TEEN!!! Weeeee~~~~ The camp was full of laughter. Ken he was so funny!! He always go Zhong Zhong!! Than everybody in the class laughed. Ernest taught me that STUDY is a ten step process. SO WAHT? Have to follow larh! The most important thing that we are able to learn how to sleep. HAHAHA~~~ We still learn lots of pharses. ' You can't see me' is one of the many pharese that we knew. Last day was the closing cemeory so parents have to attend. Both of my parents went! My mom cried as she was touch and maybe dissapointed with me.
To my parents:
I am sorry that I have let you down in the past but from now on, I will work hard for the 5 A1 that I am aimming for. I LOVE BOTH OF YOU VERY MUCH!!!

What you see is what you get.

2010-02-26T08:58:00.003+08:00

Haha I am in school blogging!!! There is nothing i can do!! Only I can go to blogger and post I do not want my blog to be dead! Life with Porky Goh kok hong can be crazy. Without him my life would be boring!!! What to do??? A foolish dreamer is just bored!! Goh Kok HOng have to entertain me!! :)

Foolish dreamer have to be patient.

2010-02-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

Amanda not I do not want to update because I do not have the time:)
What should I post maybe nothing just post for the sake of keeping my blog alive???

2010-02-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentines to all for my friends!!!
Just had my reunion steamboat dinner!!! Have to be alone for valentines but lots of ANGBAO ($.$) over!!! Whto collect!!! Haha. What is the bad thing is that I need to clean up everything when it is all at work!!! Never mind just do it for the sake of the ANGBAO. Haha sianz. I wonder how are you doing??? Your friend of yours can make me go crazy but she is just cute larh hahaha!!! Never mind I will still be friends with her!!!

What to do all alone again for valentines. Sheesh why bother. I had being alone for the past 15 years what is this to me??

2010-02-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

How life without any stress! I want to feel that type of feeling!
I am seriously tired! I want to let everything thing go!
That includes you!! I giving up on up!! I am going to study!!
I am going to have a competition!!! So Amanda I am giving you up!
I think that one sided love cannot make it so yeah.
I hope that we still can talk like we use to do!

I know it will be hard but I will have to live with it!

2010-02-02T17:41:00.003+08:00

What should I do??? When life comes to a point when you do not want to do anything, you should stop doing it can just let go. I am prepared to let it all go!!! My friends, homework,love and everything!!! I cannot take it any longer if I do endure any longer, I will just breakdown. When I breakdown, I will not take to anyone. So just leave me alone. Sorry to you!!! I am not fit to be your jiujiu anymore. What is a close friend when you do not share anything!!! why even be close friends then? I try to help you but you just totally ingore me?? How am I suppose to know what to do next??? This chapter of my life is comming to a close. I am also prepare to lose a friend if you carry on like this!!!

All those smiles you see on my face is just a mask that covers the sadness I have inside of me.

2010-01-19T19:23:00.003+08:00

Today had fun in school. Basketball air ball all the way. Lay up also cannot make it. Played during reccess and after school but there was no improvement!!! I do not know what has gotten into me! When every I see a couple, I will start to think of you. When I think of you, many memories we had together came towards me in frames. All of this feels like I am in a drama. When I see you in school, I really do not know what to do or say. I will like just stone there! Ahhh I will wait for you de larh. Watched 海派甜心, 1st episode damn funny. 如果你的_ _ _ _ 有什么三长两短，我如何跟你死去的父母交待？Is it like this??? I do not know!!! But it is funny should watch!!

When is come to you, I really do not know what to do!! I will just stand aside and watch.

2010-01-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

Upon seeing her today, the awkard feeling rush toward me!! So I had to just walk away! I do not have the corage to speak to you?! What wrong? Can we just be friends like we used to do? Can you not like avoid me? If you do how am I suppose to like treat you as a friend? Friends should not avoid each other!! Just act normal can't you?!

All thanks to me she is trying to avoid me?! I just want to be friends with you.

2010-01-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

What wrong with me?! Can't I accept a little setback?! Why am I like this today?! JunHan Will be away for a few days. Need not look for him!!!

2010-01-13T17:57:00.002+08:00

Even though you did not accept me, I will wait for you. I promise you that I will ask again. It will be after my O levels!! THAT I PROMISE YOU!!!! Tomorrow just do not talk to me as I will not reply. So now I will need to concentrate on my studies. Will I see the light at the end of the tunnel?

I promise you that I will wait I will. But you must wait for me!!!

2010-01-10T15:50:00.002+08:00

What am I going to do if I am skick?? How am I suppose to give the letter to her? So I better recover and get to school tomorrow. If I cannot make it, I do not know when I will dare to do it again? Get well soon!!~~~ All I have to do is to focus on you. Maybe letting all my emotions out will be good? I do not know. Time will tell everything.

I will bw well soon hopr you can wait for me!!!

2009-12-31T23:48:00.002+08:00

Happy new year to all!!! I here to post again hahah. Watched two new movie!! Watched the chipmunks and avatar!! Avatar rock big time hahaha. As for chipmunks the show is ok larh. Haha just waiting for school reopen than can see all my friends. HAHAHA!!!!~~~~

Hurry school reopen then I can see her. HAHAHA

2009-12-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

Today when I saw her, I do not dare to even go near to her? What had happened to me?! Can I act as a friends infront of her. How am I suppose to ask her for stead when I am like this? How! How! How! What a guy am I?! Sheesh!!~~ Maybe one day!!

When I pick up the courage, I will ask you for stead!!~~~ Wait for me

2009-12-16T14:24:00.002+08:00

Today is the third day. I still do not know if I want to ask her for stead or not?! Should I just let it go or just go forwaed to ask her?! What if she run away or too shocked to answer me?! I do not think that the answer will be a positive one. What to do?! I will try my best to be with her!!! For now I will study and not think about her anymore. Haiz, when in this situation what can I do?!~~~

When the time comes, I will tell you the things that i need to say!

2009-12-15T13:10:00.002+08:00

I am so dishearten as the girl I had fallen for has someone?! How am I suppose to ask for stead? How to?! Just leave it barh. Maybe I have to wait a little longer or something! But for now I will just see how the situation goes. If it goes the other way I will just be alone for awhlie? And if it goes the positive side I may try and ask her lorh

The one and only one is going to fade away~~~!!

2009-12-14T14:51:00.003+08:00

Just came back to from from chalet yesterday. Had fun met new friends. Still do not dare to really talk to her. So yeah. Also watched Zombieland. The show rocks. It is like L4D damn nice. L4D2 was also really fun. Chainsaw damn nice to use.

When I try to communicate with you, I only scared that I let it out~~!

2009-12-10T12:42:00.004+08:00

I really confuse now!! Should I ask her for stead or not? Should I write it out, sms her or tell her?! What should I do? Maybe I should wait awhile longer or something! Should I give her something before I say it or just go empty handed? Ahhh I should not be thinking all of this now! I suppose to be studying. Why am I thinking all of this! Maybe I am really confuse but just why? So many questions I am pondering over! Just how!!!

I really have fallen for you already.

2009-12-06T06:23:00.004+08:00

Went to watch new moon a few days ago and I catch no ball of that show!!!-.-
I did not manage to sleep in the show. Haha. The ending seriously no link to the show one lor!!!
Just went to a wedding yesterday. Wore long sleeve shirt and a tie lor.

2009-11-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

haha ended camp went ot band concert all thanks to ruby and shiyun!!
HAha should not be there at the first place! Should be at home sleeping!!
A good thing that I went I did not sleep there!!! It was really fun.
Hope next year got prom night ( not in school !!!)
Do not know want to watch New Moon or not!
If i want to watch must ask people to change the date.

2009-11-18T13:12:00.001+08:00

jasmine's here. jiujiu ask me post. bad siol, bully sick person)): he lazy, im lazy tooo! i wanna sleeep and rest :O jiujiu owes me chocolates! haaaaha. i'll pester him everyday :D

2009-11-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

Holiday screw up!
Must study study study.
Cannot go out and play just can stay at home.

2009-10-25T12:05:00.002+08:00

hello people! jasmine's here again(: jiujiu too lazy to blog so i help him. im succha kindsoul eh? hahaa! jasper ask me type crap, sing barney so here it goes,

Barney is a dinosaur from our imagination
And when he's tall
he's what we call a dinosaur sensation
Barney's friends are big and small
they come from lots of places
after school they meet to play
and sing with happy faces
Barney shows us lots of things
Like how to play pretend
ABC's, and 123's
And how to be a friend
Barney comes to play with us
Whenever we may need him
Barney can be your friend too.
ohwells, crap lahs. hahaaaaa. rahs. idk what to post already, i'll make th post colourful. haha!

2009-10-23T16:25:00.002+08:00

Today I was frighten that I cannot make it to Sec 4.
As the overall result I flunk!!!!
Lucky the got oral the exam to help me pass my ENGILSH!
Without it, haha I will be the block opposite.
Just my luck.

Today went to school doing something with eco-friendly concret.
Haha that was really dumb la as we need to tear newspaper into strips.
Then need to add water and cement theh the thing very muddy. EEEEE.....EEEEEE
Now in class drying.

2009-10-17T21:24:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the post.
Haha facebook spamming all the things?!
Haiz, now hw am I suppose to face everything????
Face also cannot do not face it also cannot.
Tell me how?!
Should I say it or not???

2009-10-16T21:54:00.002+08:00

jasmine's here agains. jiujiu ask me help him. loll. guess he's busy with his facebook. last paper today, after paper went for movie. jiujiu had lik two seats to himself then keep say so nice. rahhh. so bad. loll. then he went homee with kokhong loll.
thats all, im just helping him keep his blog alive(:

2009-10-10T06:36:00.002+08:00

Haiz long time no post liao.
Just that do not have the time so yeah.
Many thing happened in school.
When playing basketball in school always miss the hoop.
On top of that, liking someone is not simple.
If anyone knows about it haha GG.
Math paper die Social studies can make it this time I think.
So how to solve all this problems???

Star= Someonebody special
Sky= An Idiot
They seem so close but yet so far!!!

2009-09-14T18:05:00.000+08:00

Whoots!!!
Went back to school.
first day of school Winsome already scold me an idiot liao.
So saddening!
What to do???
Haiz alot of homework to do during the holidays but just did some.
So the other I will "keng" lor
Lolzzz what to do got course then need to do 'project"
Project webt to J.C house playing PES and streetfighter.
Haha

2009-09-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

Went to yishun to do "project".

We had our diner at sakae sushi.

Went with J.C Yun Quan, Sam Kok Hong.

Kok Hong that joker went to sallow a prawn shell down into his stomach.

And the picture above he said that it is shit?!

Omg I wonder why he said that siaz.

Furthermore he do not know how to eat sushi siaz?!

Omg

2009-09-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

hello people! :D
haaaha, im blogging for jiujiu again((: dont know what he doing, busy again then ask me blog for him. hhhaaa, seeeeeee! im so good. loll. jiujiu got fever, he has mc for 3days :O i think i spread der. haaaaha, loll. jiujiu taking his oral when school reopens, so good lah. fyi, i dont know what to write already. talking crap. haaaaaha.
written by:
jasmine♥

2009-08-28T14:42:00.000+08:00

MOVIE CRAZE!!!!

Watched two movie liao.
Watched UP and Where Got Ghost
Maybe I will be going to watch another movie again next Monday.
Still wondering what movie to watch?
Scandal Maker or Proposal????
Any idea???

Anyway, had a math test( not a test at all lor as everyone can walk and ask others)
Scholl was fun as we were always playing yoyo in class.
Even teacher is in class(still playing)
It feels like I went back to my childhood life.
Lolzzzz

This week spent alot of $$$ liao.
So save save save.
Haiz.

2009-08-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hahaha today have lots of fun in school.
The only part I hate was the three period BIOLOGY lesson.
Today also had chemistry test.
I think I got two mistake liao hahaha.

Went to compass with guanliang and jasmine.
Went to Bengawan Solo to find durian pukis.(IF you know what is that??)

2009-08-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

Ok my blog is going a little crazy so what the heck?!
Results are in:
Passed ; English, Chemistry, Physic, Chinese
Failed: POA,MATH,SOCIAL STUDIES.
Damn Sucky la.
Just my luck la must work hard lor.

Got my class tee nice????
Haha what the heck life sucks.
Just want to shout all my misery out but cannot do this or that.
Why I cannot live a life as simple as ABC or 123???
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Can anyone give me guidences????

2009-07-29T19:55:00.000+08:00

Thank you jasmine for posting for me:)
Anyway, going to get back all our ca3 result?!
Wonder how i fair?
Just wish for the best la.

Nothing special happened in school but only in the morning.
Do not want to like talk about it so yeah.
Anyway, went to compass with Jas than went home lor.
What to do with this arm??? I feel like my arm is totally useless.
Cannot play basketball, cannot apply too much force on it.
Haiz!!!!
So yeah.

2009-07-28T18:01:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!((:
hahaa, im here to help jiujiu post (: cos his bog is like super dead already, ask him post also dont want post, everyday play his facebook. loll. exam's over! :DDDDDDD time to play! loll. blah, i dont know what to post. loll. hmmm, thats all? haaaha.
goodbyeeee!

JASMINEEEE! :D
jiujiu thank me yoh ;/

2009-07-21T16:51:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry Jasmine.
Today made you angry.
I so sorry:(
I did not mean it so don,t take it to the heart ok???

I just know that I had a christian name????
O.o well haha.
Btw tomorrow having english and social studies exam.
So yeah have to work hard.
Must get good grades this time round.
Or else.......

2009-07-19T16:34:00.003+08:00

HAHA I got this when I got hospitalised.( Arm dislocated again)
That was like so bad.
I feel like vomitting during the stay at the hospital.
Got M.C for a week and getting back to school.
But cannot have P.E for two months.
So yeah. At least got ting xian pei me.
Hehehe
Haiz now jasmine don't want to talk to me for a week.
Coz I nber go to school:(
So yeah. HAHA

2009-07-19T16:16:00.002+08:00

hi everyone .
my right arm is dislocated D:
very pain...
sianz...
but will going on monday.. haha

2009-07-11T09:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to school everything intact.
During P.E fell and sprain my leg):
What to do??
Went to recces and jasmine told me not to play basketball.
But went to play.
Than the ball hit my hand.
Maybe at that time my shoulder got dislocated.
But i only felt pain for awhile.
Went back to class to play.
Coz ms soh got quarantine:)
Went to the bus stop and my hand felt damn pain so yeah.
Went home got scolding and went to have X-ray.
After X-ray went to chinese doctor.
The doctor place back my dislocated joint.
HAHA should listen to Jasmine in the first place than all of this will not happen.

2009-07-03T14:39:00.002+08:00

Need to update my blog.
All thanks to jasmine keep on saying my blog is dead.
Bleah a post just for you.

Went to watch Ice age 3.
That movie was so funny.
I like the squirrels snatching the nut.
That was like so funny la.
Wish can watch it again in 3D.
Hahaha.

haiz now doing e -learning at home super dupper siazn.
wanna go school

2009-06-26T08:38:00.002+08:00

This is what I saw at Ikea. 50 packets for $3.90??? Cheap.

Holidays comming to a close.
Need to turn on study mode liao cannot slack liao.
Must get top 5 in class at the end of the year.
Now still got someone in mind.
And if the cat is out of the bag I do not know what will the reaction be?
Haiz just let nature take its course.
Some things cannot be rush so yeah.

2009-06-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

A Long Holiday

It is just the mid of school holidays.
Kinda getting bored already.
Try to get rid of this feeling by doing lots of assessment.
But it just still going as slow as possible.
Ahhh cannot take it liao.
Tomorrow going out to play.
The following day going out again.
Next week is going to be a busy week
Monday and Tuesday going to re-paint a kidergarden( I think)
Wednesday going to meet up with some good friends to have a good swim :)
Thursday promotion day & training for NCC day ( Friday too)
Althought my time is fully used up, I still have the time to talk to someone.
Is not I dun wan to tell but is I cannot say.
If I let the cat out of the bag, the situation will be worse than I expected.
So yeah I will just let it be in me.

2009-06-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

Back from camp

All the way curry puff boyzz.
Congrats on winning the best platoon.
Camp Hmm....
It was fun.
Do not like the treasure hunting.
I like just waiting at hougang mall for about 5hrs doing nothing!!
Spent $20 there!!!!
Lucky no changing parade for us( Part C)
Overall was fun very fun.
Hope everyone enjoy the camp

2009-05-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

Maple Craze

Everyone in my class playing maple.
All level so god damn high
But I have not even started yet :(
Hurry download!!
Moving really slow
Now only about 16% completed.
Will you just hurry up!!

"Best" People Of My Life
I wonder who will that be??
Can anyone tell me who is it??
Haha everyone one in 3E4 can!!
When these people are gone and 3E4 will be damn high.
Celebrating till we drop!!
Haha just crapping
As they will not be delete form ours life
So yeah just accecpt the fact that this is our luck
So damn unlucky!!!

2009-05-28T21:23:00.004+08:00

The result are out and not as good as i expected!!
Sianz someone is pissed
I got to let her chill down
All thanks to one of her friend.
This is a friend that i know haiz
Just know how to messy is this going to be!

All my skills are gone
I cannot even get the ball into the basket
What am I good at??
I cannot even do such a simple thing!!!
What am I!!

Tessa just chill out man you got to. By the way K...n can suck his 15 inch.

2009-05-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

Had a workshop on planning what financial things.
Did not win but manage to earn about nearly one million.
Arshad together with me was like having great fun after reccess.
Like we go a landed property and we can sell it for bout half a million.
But haiz sell here and there but only manage to get nearly one million nia.

Cannot comfort you as I would want to do
But now if you are feeling better I will still be right next to you
So yeah enjoy every moment you have
Just be cheerful as always.

2009-05-21T15:40:00.006+08:00

There is nothing between us!!

Why don't you believe that there is nothing between us??
I do not know why do you think that there is always something between us.
The past incident you saw is just nothing.
So just keep your thinking on the right track and you will be correct.
So yeah just chill and think in a simple way. (LOLZZ)

Today in school...

Had some workshop and had to do work with:
Kok Hong
Alvin
Kevin
GuanLiang
YunQuan
Alan
Had great fun before recess but after that everything went chaotic
Kok Hong is a LOUSY boss a person can get
He started kicking people, pouring (silm pepsi -guanliang's making) on me.
Then he was like that saying O...M....G hehehe kok hong went
Feel like pouring the rest of the pepsi at him.
Lolzz that all and Junhan do not like to be accused

2009-05-19T12:24:00.002+08:00

SA1 is history to me!

Exam are over.
They almost killed me
I survived it.
Whoots!!!

Today saw her at the bus stop
Could not stop thinking about the past.
Just want to go up to her and say sorry
But her friends were with her
So do not have the courage to say it to her

2009-05-14T12:12:00.002+08:00

Math paper two OVER

Back to the books.
Chemistry, POA and biology remaining paper.
Wished that exam can end faster than can play computer.
Yesterday still got bashed up. What to do ??
Let's work hard together.

Btw Happy Birthday to Winsome!!
Always atay happy.

2009-05-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

Sweet 15 Today

My birthday today!
Winsome gave me something to place toilet paper in it ( Thanks anyway) .
Every year the school will give me one big present ( EXAM )
Got bashes from these people
KokHong ( he hit damn hard siaz)
Winsome ( going o get it from me on 15 May)
AnQi
Jasmine
GuanLiang

Thanks for everyone wishing.By the way I have forgotten about you liao and I hope that you will let me be your friend again.

2009-05-09T21:35:00.004+08:00

Social Studies and physic OVER!!!

Worst coming.... BIOLOGY
After biology can play play and play!
Now need to study for Geography, and Chemistry[best subject :) ]

All I will Do
Had gotten over with it.
Want you to relax .
I will not bother you anymore.
I also know that you will not treat me as a kor.
So I will not be your kor anymore.
That all I will do.

The fond memories we had togther, I will treasure it. Just go!

2009-05-05T16:38:00.002+08:00

Today the world had CHANGE
Girls do what boys liked to do.
Omg what's happening to this world?

everything fine these few days but Exam is tomorrow.
Math! My worst subject!!
Do not know how to pass siaz!
Getting on with life nothing special happened.
We don't even talk.
How to get on? Just had to live with it and go.

2009-04-21T19:34:00.003+08:00

Snake 'n' ladder.
This paper game cause me to be humiliated .
Longest Time to play this is about three hours!!!

Me Using J.C. phone.

Do this look like a rose???
I think it look like a propeller
Master piece by J.C

Something went wrong

Today went to think about the past.
Someone said her name and I just shut off everything.
Went on thinking about the good times we had.
Even though thing cannot goes as planned, I had to live with it.
I just too tired to do anything concern about relationship.

Whats yours is yours. Thing that are not meant for you,you cannot force it to be yours.
Let nature take its course.

2009-04-18T14:40:00.005+08:00

Packed my room and found this pictures that I am young

Say Cheese!!

Getting Ready for bed

Looking at you!

My sis And I

Going to School

Drink all I want

Missed the good old days where everyone likes me.

But now diffrent story.

Wanted to go back in tine and see how life there!

But sad to say not possible.

Just face it nothing will happen to me.

Here comes my worst fear. Exams

Sa1 comming. On the 24th April having english paper one.

Hope can do well at this cause I do not want to rettain.

So yeah hard work is needed.

2009-04-15T22:37:00.004+08:00

The results are out!!

Chemistry-31/40( I totally rawks at chem)
Physic-28/40(Thought I wil fail cause during the day before, got tuition something went wrong)
Chinese-65/100( OMG during calss my comp all fail now i got this???)
Math-18/50 (Screw it totally. Also quite sad 14 marks gone due to carelessness)
Biology-21/40 (Haha passed bio!!!)
Geography-16.5/25(Expected)
POA-20/30( Wah Benny got full marks!!)

Hope you are reading this.
I know that I really sorry for what I had done.
I know that you cannot forgive me or talk to me.
I just want you to know that I had given up on you and you need not worry about this matter anymore.
In the general picture I just want to be my friend again.
I PROMISE that I will Not like you again.
If I broke the promise again I will not even think that you will forgive me!

The worst had gone and I had overcome it. Just need to look forward and get on with life.

2009-04-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

Whats over is over!

I think I got to agree with Cheryl.
This making me lose it.
Not I want to break the promise i made.
I tried but cannot control.
Just want you to be my friend again.
Hope she reads this blog and understand everything.

Even time cannot heal everything. Have to live with it.

Exam are over but the rresults are comming.
Only confident in Chemistry and Chinese.
Biology Haiz might fail.
Hope not.

2009-04-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

Posting again.
My life seemes to be colourless. Haiz just want to live on to study.
Must wait till poly than start.
Now start will be gone in the future.
So just life on to study.
All I want to do now is to forget all the wrong doings.
Just pretend you do not know me.

She do not know whether if she can be my friend. She want to lead her life and I will lead mine.

2009-04-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

So long never post!
Training was tough but still can cope with it.
Ca2 comming doubt I will do well in it.
Even if i do will i will not impress my parents.
I do not know if that someone will talk to me if i talk to her.
Do not know if all this will work but you will never know if you never try.
Wishing is not good?!
What can i do???

Wish that one day everything will go my way

2009-03-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to meet my magent mei. Haiz, Wish can talk to her longer but need to go home. Went home then kana scolding by father. Forget about him la. I am like too shy to talk to her la and i do not know what she thinks about me. Hope is something good if not i do not know.

Time- Remedy for the heart- broken

2009-03-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

Time to GIVE UP!!!!
Now is the time to let it go cause I want to be good brother and sister with her again so yeah just let it go and live with it. Haiz hope that she will believe me and get back to the same time we had before.

Going to let it go so be with it

2009-03-07T14:44:00.000+08:00

Just want to chill but who or what can help?Playing basketball or going for a swim?? Just want to be alone and think about it first. Just see how the situation goes than act according to it. Is getting worst and worst but the day so just be with it no one is able to help me but only myself. (consoling myself ). Seeing someone having a happy life I will be contended. Just want her to life without my presence.

Sometimes without her my life still need to past. So have to be strong and move on. I will miss you

2009-03-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz! Now life is getting tougher and tougher. Even the person I like is also avoiding me.Whats is happening to me!!!! Even i have problem with my school work. I screw up math big time. My friends told me that life is all about ups and downs so just look forward to my future to lead a better life. But how am i suppose to do that??? HOW? Everyday just wearing a mask to school just want to cover up my feelings!!!

2009-02-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

End of exam liao !
Can slack a little bit but still nid to strive to be the best.

Wish you will say yes but ended up u said the word no to me

2009-02-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today had test on English, social studies and biology!
Had fun during Biology. Social studies i might fail man!! 12 marks I oly write about 11 lines of words nia! How can pass??

Made a plan. No one can know about it. If anyone knows it the plan might fail.
So I must wait for the right time to strike.
Maybe strike when the iron is hot but now is not hot enough.

I really hope that it will not backfire and wish that Juliet speak to me asap.

2009-02-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

Winsome was guessing who was that Juliet.
I wonder how she link until me man!
Dan she keep on spamming me who who who!
Told her cheryl knows everything! HAHA

2009-01-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Life is not as easy as planned.
Told her the truth she avoid me don't tell her the truth she kept on forcing me to say it out.
Now told her everything. She very angry.
If I want to talk to her i must confess to another girl but how??

Love is something that cannot be controled. If it is possible to control I will not be able to like you

2009-01-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

Toady someting went really wrong
I nearly let the cat out of the bag
So nid to explain to her big time
Totally waste time. But it is all worth while.
Cheryl is a good sister as she kept her promise.

Must not let my Juliet know everything if she know.... ... no one will know what happen to me

2009-01-28T10:46:00.000+08:00

Now in school posting. Haizz
In school feeling damn nice.
Can see her big time.
Ting Xian nearly owned me in naruto!!!!
cannot believe it.

My Juliet = _ _ _ _ _

2009-01-26T19:29:00.000+08:00

Reunion is great but cannot be in school. damn weird siaz.
But "ang bao " have alot alot.
I am RICH!!!!!
Cannot see that so called person.
Please someone help me!!!

Love is fated. I really wish to be with her.

2009-01-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Had family reunion but no "hong bao". SOB..SOB..
I really wish to tell you who that person is but
cannot that person might kill miie haiz!!! Sorry! :/

I cannot let the cat out of the bag so live with it!!!

2009-01-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

Long time never post liao!
Ban from comp men sad rite
Using comp from cousin house

Sec 3 liao cannot play play
Must study study study

Like someone but cannot sae it out will be damn hard siax

2008-12-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

Tag by cheryl again Damn Sianz do all this

Quiz 1

Profile Name: Jun Han
Birthday: 12 May 1994
Birthplace: East Shore Hospital (Should be)
Eye colour: Dark Brown.
Hair colour: Dark brown
Right handed or Left handed: Right handed.
My worst habit: Err... plae too much PSP
Zodiac sign: Turas
Shoe size: 9, i think. P
arents still together: Yes.
Shoes you wore today: Didn't wear any shoes yet(ltr going out).
Your weakness: Always kana owned by Cheryl.
Your fears: Not sure yet Goal you would like to achieve this next yr: Able to do well in Biology , POA, and NCC. (SPEC course:D)
Your overused phrase in Msn Instant Messenger: Lolzzz
Favourite hair colour: Mantain Dark brown.
Short or long hair: Short hair (HEllo Boy here!!!).
Best clothing style: Up to own style.
Characters: WTH is that!!
My favourite Colours: Black, White, Orange,navy Blue.
Food: A lot eh.
Animals: Dogs.
Ice cream: Strawberry.
Candy: Like too much.
Store: ???
Songs: A lot eh. Letter:M!
Number: 55.
Season: Winter.
Radio station: 91.3

Who was the last person

You touched: Myself? LOL.
You talked on the phone: Jiali.
You messaged: Evelyn.
You hugged: Err.. Too long ago.
You yelled at: My Sister.
You played a sport: Swimming.
When was the last time You laughed:
Yesterday. You cried:On The 20 of Nov during camp.
Movie you watched: High School Musical 3: Senior Year.
Joke you told: Like, a few days back.

Tag 3 ppl to do this: Evelyn, Zhen Hao

2008-12-27T13:21:00.000+08:00

Quiz 2

Name a friend of yours or someone you know from A-Z.

A- Arron

B- Brennan

C- Cheryl

D-Darunee

E - Evelyn

F- Fadly

G- Gavin

H- Han Xian

I- ???

J- Jia Li

K- Keane

L- Lexus

M- Ming Eng

N- Nicholas

O- Ong Ting

P- Priscilla

Q- ???

R- Rui Xi

S- Shawn

T- Tee Kai

U- ??

V- ???

W- Winsome

X- Xiao Pei

Y- Yew Wei

Z-Zhen Hao

Can "R" & "S" be together in a Boy-Girl relationship?:(RuiXi & Shawn) Could Be NEH should be!

How is "L" related to you?: (Lexus) Friends.

Does "Y" know "Z"?: (YewWei & ZhenHao) Yes.

If "C" betray you, will you kill him/her?: (Cheryl) I mightLOL.

If "K" steals your boyfriend, what will you do?: (Keane) He won't as I am not GAY .

What if "B" tells you that he/she has a crush on you?:( Brennan) Err.. will not happen

Will you and "M" get into a fight?: (Ming Eng) Nah. Good Friends!

Who does "R" has a crush on?: (Rui Xi) Nobody.

If "G" calls you a bitch, what will you do?: (Gavin) I will just say thank you.

Whats the relationship between you and "E": (Evelyn) My primary school friend and my friend stead .

Who is "I" best friend?: (???) .

Who does "Z" likes?: (Zhen Hao) Someone!! Not going to say!

What colour does "Y" like?: (????)

Where does "G" lives?: (Glavin) Forgot le.

Did you and "C" have a fight before?: (Cheryl) Yes for the last two years.

Who is "H" best friend(s)?: (Han Xian) Not sure?

What can you say about "T"?: (Tee Kai) He's really a good friend to be with.

Tag 10 people to do this quiz( Dun wan leh wan can you do ): Zhen Hao, Darunee, Evelyn, Yu Shi.

2008-12-27T13:20:00.000+08:00

Quiz 3
List 20 facts about yourself, be it weird/trueself or the uglyside of you/yourself. At the end of this quiz, you MUST choose 1o people to do this quiz.( Blah ingoring it)
1) I am Jun Han.
2) I am a boy.
3) I am 14. (:
4) I am a Ncc cadet.
5) Friends Rocks.
6) I love to be with 6E people
7) I love Someone.
8) I miss my grandfather....
9) I am going 3E4 next year.
10) If anyone need help, I will try to help.
11) I apperciate everything around me.
12) I can be both friendly & nasty. 1
3) I like to play socccer& basketball with 6E people! (: 1
4)Swimming is my sport .
15) I always kana own by Cheryl.
16)I Love to go to my grandmother house to play Ps3 .
17) I can't stand people who have bad attitude(who don't??). 18) I don't really like friends who tells me what to do.
19) I must live the dream.
20) I love the Song Xin Tai Luan'!

2008-12-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

Quiz 4 START!

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets? Yes.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you? Depends
3. Do you enjoy going to school? of cours!
4. What is your current dream job? A cheif? :/
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? Nope.
6.Who is/are your best friends? Zhen HaoW, Nicholas
7.Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings? Yes.
8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?I will be in a state of shock and happy?
9. Is there anything that made you extremely happy? Being with my all good friends & play all we want.
10. What takes you down the fastest? Too chim!!
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? I can't see the future( Cheryl answer) It lies in my hands(jun han Answer).
12. Who is currently the most important people to you? Friends & family.
13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life? Oxygen, food, water & friends.
14. In your life, did anyone changed you? Yes.
15. What your favourite colour? White, black, Orange, Navy Blue .
16. Would you give your all in a relationship? Depends?
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? Haha i really not sure. 18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? Depends.
19. Will you confess to the person you like/love? Hello DUH.
20. 5 people i'm gonna sabo: Cheryl, Zhen Hao, Brennan,Chee Yu,Esmond